Day 29

My first day as unemployed!!
Went for coffe with Mark.

Had decided I would be home all night.
Maybe doing some laundry and cleaning.

Got a textmessage from Niles, he was wondering what I was doing.
He suggested I would come by his house and we could watch a movie.
My exboyfriend called and wanted to loan some money.
On my way to Niles I stopped at O´Learys to lend John some money,
had a glas of red wine with him and then took off.
Felt so brave and excited!

We talked until 1 in the morning,
then I was so tired I almost fell asleep at his sofa.
Told him I had to go home, he said i could sleep over if I wanted to.
No, it´s better if I go.

I was like walking on little pink clouds all the way home.
For the first time I hadn´t felt any pressure from a guy,
and I stood my grounds.
I was really happy tonight.
like a new person, a happy person!
Maybe this new life wouldn´t be so scary,
maybe it would be absolutely fabs.......