Day 31

Today I have applied for like 14 jobs!!!
Keeping my fingers crossed.

Went to Bistro with Mark, Henry and Freddie.
Also went to a club called Downunder.
The finish hockeyplayer I had a fling with
showed up at the bar when I was having a drink with my friends.
But I looked at him with so much ice in my eyes that he immidiately
backed off.
He looked like a sick little puppy, but I couldn´t care less.

Tired of people that think they own me, nobody owns me but me!
I wasn´t going to let myself into anything that could disrupet
my plans.
I´m going to leave this town and build a new life
in a place were nobody knows me.

But, who am I kidding...
Not one night without some scandal.....
The bartender, John, suddenly jumped out of the bar and
swinged me out on the dancefloor
I laughed and laughed, he had always been fun and you never
knew what he was going to do.
Chad followed us on the dancefloor the whole time and watched
us as we went to the bar.
I felt like a milliondollar.
Just gave him my most loving smile and waved at him as we
passed him by.

That night when I was going to sleep, alone, I had a big smile
on my face and was really happy.
So this is how it feels to be happy....