Day 53

Kari called and woke me up.
Why does he have to call every day??

Had a dream about Niles last night??!!

Went for lunch with my daughter at Wayne´s
Met Gigi and Monica, they didn´t say to much.
Well, well

Moved out from the apartment and in to my parents,
going to stay there until I move to Gothenburg.

At dinner my phone started ringing and my dad tried to take it,
but mum was more fast and snatched it before him.
He really wants to talk to Kari, but I don´t think that´s a good idea.
Have to be like glued to the phone so my dad doesn´t get a hold of it.

Waiting for Kari to phone me up and say night.
Waiting??!!
Oh no!
Time for a reality check, you can´t go back to that behavior.
Let it go and move on!!
For your own sake!
But it´s hard....

Thinking about Niles, wonder if he is going to be at the club on
saturday.
Will he speak to me or...??!

Well, who said it would be easy to live, but it wouldn´t hurt if I
had some luck sometime....
I am worth it!!!